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Name: Mike
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Lake in the Hills
Birthday: 4/22/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: i like working on cars, MUSTANGS, computers, soldering, playing tennis bowling basketball baseball golf racketball rockclimbing, joy rides, randomly hanging out, working w/ my hands, infact i like doing anything as long as i get away from home in anyway posible!
Expertise: i have no clue what i'm in expert in
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  bbtrumpet007
Yahoo:  bbtrumpet007
Member Since:
4/8/2004
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| i've waited for years to feel even the slightest inkling of harmonic devotion 2 ppl can have, the feeling i felt years ago. through time i lost that feeling, forgot what its like to b so happy, a emotional mirror of Golem from lord of the rings.
something tells me that maybe i can settle down again, not only trusting someone i barely know but trusting myself. i've held it in long enough, hiding everything behind a laugh. i wanna let go, i wanna change the feeling of "what if" to "what is".
i dont want to let time float away and loose what could have been. i just want a chance. to find out if she feels the same is truely a leap of faith. is it worth it? y now? y just after i get back into a ryhthem again? am i imagining it all? is ignorance truely bliss?
maybe i should laugh it off and pretend that shes just another girl
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| ya.....havent been on here in a while. looing like very few ppl still use xanga. everyones on myspace and facebook. i remember when xanga was the new thing. that was like 4 years ago. 4 years is a long time. i was a sophmore in high school. right before i got my job at jewel which regretfully i'm still there, but not for long. this summer will b the end of my jewel career. i got accepted to SIU. jason, aaron and i are moving in slowly throughout the summer to our Carbondale house. its bad ass. a ranch style house, 3 bedrooms, 2 bath, 3 acre plot with a 30ft by 100ft barn/ horse stall. were useing that to turn it into our lil repair shop for our cars. if ur ever down there after this summer u gotta hit me up, going to b having continuous bon fires and keggers.
lauren and i have been going out for 1 year 2 months and 2 days now. she's still getting jelous bout every little thing i do, from going bowling w/o her, to just going to school and talking to other ppl. it really pisses me off. i wish she would just leave me alone bout all that stuff. i've nvr cheated on her and i nvr will. i have no reason to, shes all i want, only girl i think bout, only girl i c.
alright well i gtg, takeing lauren to go c a movie i'll update later
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| so last week was lauren and mine's 6th month. thats around 180 days, 4320 hours, or 259200 minutes, and u can even go as far as 15552000 seconds. but it just basically means we've been together for a half a year. so what has changed in that 6 months? not much. we still fight a lot. still only c her a few timse a week if i'm lucky, but hopfully that'll change next week after she gets out of school. but then again a lot of things have changed. first off, she got me to stop doing a lot of bad habits. we've gotton to know eachother a lot more than before. and, as much of u guys want to hit me for this, but i really love her! shes the only person i think bout, and shes the only person i want to b with. if u know me at all, then u know that thats not a normal phrase in my vocabulary. i've only loved 1 other person in my life, and we all know how that turned out.
while i'm on that subject, i got a question for all of u that know what i'm talking bout. y am i the bad guy? y do u all hate me for what happened? what did i do wrong? and Y THE HELL DOES EVERY ONE THINK I ABUSED HER?!!!!!!! its been over for over a year now and i'm still getting ppl come up to me and saying that i'm a ass cause i abused janelle. now every one that has said that i have asked how i abused her. i got the same answer from every single person..."idk" now please fill me in on what she told everyone. cause the only 2 reason i remember she broke up w/ me was because i told her that i wouldnt convert and for mr. mike "the tool" baley.
so please, dont b shy, tell me what i missed cause i'm tired of all this shit. if one more person comes up to me and says i abused her w/o telling me how, i'm goign to flip out. i'm tired of lossing my reputation over this. and if u want some food for thought i suggest u go talk to lauren or any of my ex's(danielle L, nikki, jackie, laura, samantha, ....)or any one that actually knows me. then u tell me how many say i abused them. i will 100% garrentee that all of them will say that i would never do that! well with the exception of janelle of coarse.
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| woot woot! huntleys prom sat then the cottage on sun! got a hair cut today, ya a lil shorter than i wanted but i'll live.5 months w/ lauren and still going strong! birthday went pretty well. yep just thought i'd come in and say a few words since i havent been on in a while. yep i think these online journals/blogs/dateing sites are getting over used, but hell, its something to burn some time off on when ur bored. well i'm going to hit the sack, i need to wake up and take care of the stupid emmisions test, clean my car, reset the codes, and finally go in for the recall and clean my speed sensors.
i love u lauren! :-*
-mike
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| so ya, guess what? i'm finally moving out. yep, thats right. i'm getting a old style duplex w/ jay over in dt hampshire(off of state st)! we're going in a few days to finalize the lease then we're moving in the first of the month. that means when feb 1st comes around i wont b here! other than that, got no new news. about 1 1/2 months w/ lauren, still going strong  !
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